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fahrenheit
they are a nice boyband
but their songs ain't killer
um too normal. songs are quite boring... don't suit my taste. i only paid attention to them only because they are good looking. guess that's how they got in to the celebrity hoop. purely out of looks. but maybe they'll d better.
yeah, that's why there's actually no use going crazy after them..........
because i bet all the girls in the world are also clawing at them......what's the use of dreaming on and on about them if you're not going to meet or talk to them anyway.
and if you think you got a chance--
like meaning;;;um, ok, pretend this is what a girl is thinking:

oooo i like them alot... especially this guy wuzun(or what's his name) .....i bet that deep in his heart he feels that there's this girl waiting for me...and it's mEEEEEE


yeah dream on girl....there are like a thousand other girls too.....doing the same thing as you are.





i feel pathetic. guess i'll go do some dancing. oh, and guess what. NOBODY LOOKS AT ME DANCE.NOBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!not one in my family.

i wish that someday they'll just sit up and see me do my grande jautes.......
do u know how much i went through to dance wel????? and this is what i get from my family. it's like once in alifetime when i get to have a praise from them. and note: IM TAKING DANCE REALLY SERIOUSLY OK!!!!! AND NO ONE IN MY FAMILY SEEMS TO SEE THAT I CONSIDERING DANCING IN MY FUTURE!!!!!!!!

oooo lala i feel a little better now. do you know that i always do a bit of dancing when i feel abit crazed up about flh. it makes go back down to earth and remember that dance is still the most professional thing on earth

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boohoo
wanna learn ballet
badly badly
today wasn't good during dance class
instructor wasn't happy
thinks i came late to dance on purpose
NOT
so many commitments
i have so many ip coaching...till so late
no time for so many stuff
and i got chemistry practical exams tommorrow
and im not your ordinary stupid girl who doesn't border about this stuff
matters alot ok
and i always study...........while some people think im just one of those 'act cool' teenagers when im not
wanna dance dancedancedance i just love dancing so much always put my best in it
but some people think dancing is just a waste of time. they think it's stupid but it's not. i could go into a long talk about what dance really is but i better not. because some foolish people won't bother listening. and i won't waste my breath over this. sigh. do i sound like im a troubled teenager.
well perhaps i am
but i don't feel so. that's my way of talking. so NOTE!!!! im fine over here ok? i know how to joke!!!

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chingay rox rox rox
wish i were a performer

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Here's a piece of lame crap I wrote to please my teacher. You see, there was this herb research programme in which I participated in.....and we were supposed to record down our thoughts and feelings. Yeah, and I SO did what she wanted me to. Geezzz....I could be a real teachers pet sometimes, eh? Cool. All the teachers are so gonna love me, man.
NOTE: I WROTE ALL THESE STUFF BY MYSELF, MIND YOU. hee hee
someone please compliment on my piece of crap. o, yeah, i could just imagine:"o, hey SW, your piece of crap is the best piece ever! can i have some?"
ta.




REFLECTION.....`~~~~~''

I have never found anything so interesting as herb researching...we get to do all those exciting stuff. I learned how to collect specimens from plants. Basically you just pluck some leaves from a certain plant, grind it and add some chemicals. Of course it wasn't as easy as I had said, there are still some details I left out here and there. And I know that it is very important to prevent comtamination or else the whole experiments will turn out wrong. Most importantly, we wanted to collect specimens to test for anti-bacteria properties.We used bacterias like e.coli. I am not going to say that we had successfully completed the experiments with amazingly satisfying results, but in actual fact, experiments normally become successful only after millions of patient attempts. But I had to say that I was rather pleased at the end of the day. I discovered that not only have I acquired a reasonable amount of skill, I also attained much information on the inner-doings of herb research in labs. Even though what I learned was the tiniest bit of science experiments, it was still one step forward in the world of science. I really hope that there will be more opportunities like this for students to widen their knowledge of science and broaden their minds to accept more discoveries in science. I would love to participate in similar events in future.
KWANG SHUWEN 3F 25/10/2006

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i haven't came for such a long time. i mean,..... hell, i've been so busy........exams and all. but i'm free now. my exams are over, but i'm telling you, i'm so not happy. why? because i did horribly. i even cried at home after each exam, complaining how sucking my exam went. you see, i'm a downright mugger. away from this topics. don't let me think about it again.

on to other stuff. today is 14 october...........REMEMBER THIS DAY!!!!!!! this is the day i am going to watch the most fantastic thing in my entire life!!!! ok, so it's not the best thing on earth. but still...... at first i went to buy tickets for the "Red Giselle" DANCE SHOW BY ONE OF THE WORLD'S most renowned dance company!!!!!! but the tickets were sold out. that was such a bummer. in the end, i went to buy tickets for an orchestra show.... but it's still so , WOW.

i wonder why i'm like, suddenly into these kinds of things. i guess it's because of my friend, hannah's influence.

actually, i'm, like, keeping so many secrets!!!!!!
should i or should i not type it down!!!!!! i've been wondering about whether to type it down and let the whole world know or whatever till i'm reduced to plucking sunflower petals..... stupid right? the thing is, i totally want to scream it out, but, i don't want anyone to know....i'll type it in code form. odoysemb elki i. geez, i feel so stupid. ieestomms

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thursday

no school tommorrow because it's good friday . ahhhhhh. i finished my biology test today. hell, i was totally screwed up at the first question. yeah.THE FIRST QUESTION. whatever. that aside. last friday was prize-giving day. our school modern dance club performed on stage. yeah me. but that performance was SOOOOO not my best, man. i mean, the stage was one hell of a small stage!!! how am i supposed to do my dance steps total full out??? the other freakish thing was that rightafter our performance, we were sent straight back to the art room ( in other words, our freaking multi-purpose dance studio). yeah. just like that. than we got out of our costumes. and then we were told that we could get our butt back home. right then. yeah. go to school put all of our damned effort in the performance, we performed, and then we were sent straight home. yeah. like, just go, do, go back. you know what i mean? no rewards. like we're servants. fine, i know i shouldn't think like that. i should think like, OOOH YEAH, IT WAS A PLEASURE TO PERRFORRMMMMMM...... yeah, well. nevermind if you don't GET WHAT I MEAN.

the other stuff. don't you think that click five rocks?

i am unsure whether i should be happy or not. about my dance thing. you see, i have this instructor who only likes tall girls. and he'll put you in front. yeah. spotlight. yup. bugs me big time. because i have put in alot of effort in dancing. and it was all poured down the drain. other taller girls get the spot. i stay back behind to sweep the stage. but then you see, there's this new performance we're working on. to be showcased at end of june. well, around the end of june i think. we started practicing it on monday. i mean the most recent monday. and i was totally left to take care of the floors(leftout, if you don't know what i meant). but today, thursday; we have dance practice every monday & thursday; things improved a little. should i be happy? what if i was thrown down to check the floors again? i so do not want that.but this was clearly one 'once in a lifetime opprtunity'. i don't know if i've said this before, but dance definitely rules my world. it means alot to me. i really love dancing. hell, i mean it. i cry when one little thing in dance goes wrong.yup. this means i cry alot of times. but now all clubs are suspended because of our approaching exams. ahhhhhh! and i haven't started revising! HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!! how am i supposed to survive without dance????? nevermind. nobody really understands how much dance means to me. except one person in the whole wide world. yeah. the friend who introduced dance to my world!!!!!!!!

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i love playing maplestory.
my favourite songs:who i am hates who i've been(relient k)
believe me (fortminor)
L.O.V.E.(ashlee simpson)
petrified(fortminor)
dirty little secret(all american rejects)
all songs by avril lavigne
all songs by marion raven
oh, and, like, ten thousand more?
i love harry potter movies
and also another movie which i don't think i should type it down here in case people start laughing at me
i'm trying to finish writing a book---currently, i am not making any progress
this year is going to be pretty tiring---i heard that we have to put up several performances this year
and i am getting more confused about something until it's annoying me
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and i am starting to wonder when i can finally cut my hair because i am beginning to find it boring. i wouldn't have kept my hair long if it were not for my instructor
i will say more next time


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we just got back our pupils progress report. this is a friday. last day of the term. i don't find my PPR depressing or disappointing. it's an ok. i'll continue to work hard.i'll list my marks at the very bottom so any one who ones to know my grades can see and those who don't want to have any idea what the freaking hell my marks are can easily just keep their overly large nose out of this.

anyway, another thing that has been happenibg in my life is. ok, i'm going to talk in codes because no one should know about this. i only typed it down bacause i just want sometihng to vent it on. and anyway, christine and kashmeena. don't worry, i really really got the wrong person. it's totally not four.A (code). and no 'J's.
this person was like, it started from 14. until now . AND I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE!!!! i'll shut up now.. say more next time if i feel like it.

E-3,C-3,CH-4,B-1,P-1,M1-1,M2-1,C-6;;;;;;;;;;can you make out my code?

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